Friday, August 8, 2008

DAMN!!!!

Okay so this morning, the tampons won. (see Alicia's post to understand)

AF arrived with minor spotting this morning. I am bloated as all get out. I am upset for this cycle as I was sure this was it. I know that the Lord has plans for us and I am going to be strong. I will be thankful even in my dark moments for I am thankful for AF as it means that it is on time and that it was not induced. I will be thankful for AF as I know this cycle I ovulated. I will be thankful that this was not the month meant for us as I know there is a better time in his plan.

I am sad, yes but I know he understands when his children get sad.

I will call the doctors office and hope and pray that they will write just 1 more script of the Clomid 100 mg as it did work. I know I said that I was going to the RE after this past cycle but I just hold out hope for one more shot. I am making a vow that if this cycle does not work, then I will keep the September appointment.

Thank you all for your encouraging words. I know there are still some of you out there waiting to test and I am in deep prayer for you. Especially my dear wonder of a blog buddy Alicia. This really is her month, I can feel it. I am thankful I have you all.

4 comments:

Amanda said...

I'm so sorry! I know God understands if we're sad. He does have a plan for you and I know that plan includes a baby for you soon! Take care of yourself and enjoy the weekend the best you can!

Melissa said...

I so sorry AF showed. Don't be afraid of moving on to the RE.. Sometimes the RE can just do a little more than your regular OB, even if you just use Clomid.. More monitoring etc.. I know its scary moving into the unknown.. but it can also be for the best!

alicia said...

nooooo! I was so hoping we would be PG buddies!!!! shoot. next cycle, i am crossing everything for next cycle!

I Believe in Miracles said...

Grr. Darn AF. I'm here with you!!

I would totally recommend going to an RE though. This is their speciality. They can get SO much more done than an OB. It took months and months for me to get tests done at the GYN; but at the RE it took 1 month and I did a ton. It was great.

**BIG HUGS**