Am I way out there?

Just wondering. You see I work in a large company and when I found out that I was pregnant, there were 6 others at the same time that were due within a month of one another. Well, only 3 are still pregnant. Although this is very sad and hurtful, I thought I would be fine around these women. That was until today. You see there is another woman that we work with that was very supportive and encouraging when I lost the baby. She was so upset and telling me that our time was coming and so on but today when I was in the building with her and all of the other women, one of the girls that is still pregnant and due one week before my due date walked by. My friend stopped me and her and was talking about about her baby and the pregnancy and I felt as though she was rubbing it in about the pregnancy. She was asked in front of me about her cravings and her weight gain and how she was feeling. She then preceded to go on and on about a baby shower she just had and then was informed that there was another one coming up that the office was throwing her. They both then turned to me and made sure that I knew I was invited. I gladly accepted but I tell you what, it really set me off. I was so upset. I am upset right now and I need to blow off the steam. I wanted to tell them both that they were making me feel bad but I kept my mouth shut and I just drove back to my office.

I mean I know that I am not the only one out there in this position and I realize that I am happy for other pregnant women but that was just uncalled for in my book. I just don't think they though they did anything wrong. whewwww, I feel better now.

On another token, I was scheduled to have 2 wisdom teeth extracted today but at the last minute, the appointment was cancelled. Now this is not a big deal you see but to my MIL it is. She knows that I didn't want to go to have this done and yet, I was going. Okay so the DH had to make me and he was in the truck all of the way until we got the call but still I was going. well I am sure one day I will blog on my MIL but for right now, I will just tell you that she called to check on me which yes that is nice but when I told her that I was cancelled, she said, you are lying. Now keep in mind that I love her to death but then again this is the same woman that has said some things that have been hurtful to me but I let it roll off. I don't know, maybe I am still in the IF funk but today has royally sucked. blahhhhhhh.