Good day to you all. I hope that you had a great holiday. I personally had to work but hey, I got off early, went home and threw some goodies on the grill and hopped into the pool. I love that pool. It might now be much but to me it is everything. It is the place I go to take my mind off of things.
We spent all weekend working in the yard for MIL. She has been hinting that there were some things that needed to be done but I just haven't wanted to do them. I finally got out there and took care of everything that she needed and plus some. That is the good news because now I don't have to spend every weekend for a while. Now we are on to vacation talk. I am not for sure why but this year, we have waited until the last minute to book anything and now it is my head on the block to get it all booked and hope and pray that it is a nice place. We always go to the smokey mountains and there is no change in this year except she doesn't want to stay in the normal cabin we stay in. She says that there are too many memories of daddy there. I can't say that I blame her. It is always sad for me to be there. I am looking for a great rental near pigeon forge so if you know any, feel free to email me.
Okay I am on cd13 and with no clomid in the system, I have not seen the change in cm or cp. I will wait this one out. I was thinking that there are so many things I want to do. I have gone for the last 12 years wanting a baby so badly that I could just about smell the johnson & Johnsons in the house. I think I am getting over this. I think I am getting to the point of just being grateful that I raised one wonderful handsome child. I just always felt that I was on this earth for more than one child and when a doctor tells you that you are going to have trouble concieving, well that just blows it out of the water. Now I don't know what the cost of IUI is but I just don't know if we are going to go that way. I will have to see. I am just tierd. I have had enough I think. I mean this cycle, I only know what day I am on and that is about it. I am not checking the cervix like I normally would and I just can't seem to remember to temp. I don't know what is wrong with me. I think I am in the IF funk. Yuck!!!!!
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I hate the IF funks. I know it is a big descion to go to IUI's and sorry if my blog yesterday scared you!!! Not all IUI's you need to do the shot, so I hope that isn't what is stopping you!
Well good luck with planning on what to do next with ttc stuff. It is soo stressful and hard hey? I can't believe you have been dealing with it for 12 years, you are a strong women.
Take care, thanks for your comment yesterday.
Hi Jenni,
How have you been? I've been good, but DF and I decided to put off TTC until next year (story is in my blog). I'm so sad, but I know it's for the best. You are a woman that has so much courage and strength. I really look up to you. You've been in this battle for 12 years. I appluad that you haven't giving up and you are staying strong. Keep going, don't dare give up. You never know how close something is, just when you want to give up. Whenever you feel you want to give up, push a little harder! I'll be praying for you, this is YOUR year!:-)
Kim
P.S. I will definitely keep reading and posting on your blog. As, I will continue mines as well!
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