I think it is time that I face my reality. I think that it is time I find a place to vent. I am in a place in my life where decisions need to be made and looked at yet I avoid them. Thank you all for reading and standing by me in one of my hardest times of infertility.

I have started another blog and yet it is not anything like this one. It is not full of happy thoughts of baby girl and all that goes with being her mom. It is my deep down places that hopefully I can crawl back from.

If you would like to still follow, you can email me at jennij74 at yahoo dot com. thank you for all of your support. I will never forget. From time to time, I will drop in and update Jess and her growth. I mean, this is where she started right? haha.