Dreams

Oh man, thank you all so much. I am trying to stay very optimistic for this pregnancy. I will have the ultrasound to make sure that all is well in Tminus 4 1\2 days. lol. Wednesday morning at 9:15. I just don't think I couldn't wait much longer than that. I just want to see something in the sac this time. I know that I will be early and may not see the heartbeat and I can handle that but I just want to see the fetal pole and know that something is growing in there. Man.... that would be a dream come true.

Oh and a funny thing happened yesterday. I met my best friend for lunch at the local Chinese restaurant and when it came time for the fortune cookie, I just sat there and cried. It said... "a small lucky package will be delivered to you soon". lol. I know right!. I have been praying for my heavenly father to give me a sign that all will be good. I sure couldn't ask for more than that right. lol.

Now, I have always been a vivid dreamer. I mean I dream every night and I usually remember them all. Well I think I will start sharing with you just so you can laugh or say oh my! haha.

well night before last, I dreamed that I was taken over with about 12 other women, all of which were named your names, by a cult of men that were killing them. I made you look like what I thought you looked like. Melissa, Lisa, Amanda, Jennifer are the first ones that are coming to mind but I assure you that you were all there with me. lmao. I had to keep coming on to them and telling them that I would take care of them. I had to cook all of the time and I took the other women and made sure that they would do things too. I didn't want any of the core women to die. I loaded them up into the back of my dodge pick up truck and made them lie down in the back and I had to maneuver my way thru town with them being quiet. I thought I was going to have to beat some of them for talking in the back. There was one woman that I called Alicia, (don't worry A. I think it was cause I love ya so much. lol) but she would not be quiet. One of the men heard her and so I stopped and said that we were just going to the house and I didn't want to get pulled over by the cops. Well when he went to get into the truck, Lisa slammed the door on his fingers and we drug him and got away. We all started a commune in Canada and we were happy. lol. Don't ask me. the TV was not on or anything. lol.

Well last night, I dreamed that I was staying at a spa and I could not stay far enough away from my MIL. I got into a fight with a woman across the street and I was body slamming her and telling her that I was pregnant and she was making me even more mad for having to fight her pregnant. Then I went into the hotel and there was the MIL but for some reason I wouldn't go swimming with her. (now you must know that my MIL does not know how to swim) That was odd to me. Then I went down the road to find my friend and she was having her trailer (she does not live in a trailer) foreclosed and they were hauling it off and I was trying to make them stop. I was upset by this time so I went down the road to the fair and found my hubby on a ride with his ex and 3 kids just smiling and laughing, well that was until he saw me. lol. I was all about whipping her behind. The kids were yelling at me not to and telling me that they don't like him anyway. I could take him, really. OMG! As I type this I realize what a tard I am for these dreams.

I guess this is the pregnancy dream syndrome. I am scared to look it up as to the meaning. lol.
I am telling you, I am still laughing this morning over them.

Take care to all of you and I will talk to you on Monday.