Today was the day that my sister got out of the hospital. They are taking her off of the oxygen at home and she has to go to respitory therapy and exercises at home for 2 months. This should build up her lungs and help with the bronchial actisis (sp). So the temp didn’t drop like I was hoping it would. I really wanted to O early this month so we had a better chance. I guess I will keep my head up. We have a coming home Party tonight for family. He is in the Air Force and they live in Jersey. I will be so happy to see them and plus we get to watch Brandon for the weekend. What a charmer that one is. Lol.
Day 16
So the party was great last night. I had a blast. Everyone was drinking except for me. I am scared to. Lol. Brandon is being great as usual but it makes me want a baby even more. I dream about having children. I really do. I can even feel the child in my arms. I wake up crying over it. Last night was the dream where I have the baby and I go to sleep in the hospital and when I wake up, it is gone and they tell me that I really didn’t have a baby. Ahhhhhhh I give up. Still no drop in temp.
Day 17
So today has been a day in the pool. I love my pool. It needed a little work but other than that, we are fine. I laid in it for I know 3 hours after we dropped Jake off at camp. I miss that lil snot of a teenager when he is gone. I mean really I do. The house is so quiet and there is no one there to spar with. On the infertility front, I am just depressed. There are issues with performance and other issues. I am about to pull my hair out. Can’t this just happen…. Wait…. All in Gods time. He has a plan for us. I need to remember that and stay calm.
Day 18
So something that I haven’t really mentioned is a couple of side effects that I am having. The bbs are so sore. Well really just the nips but I am telling you people, it feels like someone took them off of me, laid them under a bus and ran over them over and over and over again. I am so nauseated. I mean, I eat and then throw it up. The doc says he thinks it is the medicine (Clomid) I said well then buddy, I stopped that med about 2 weeks ago. Lol. I don’t know what is going on. I am bloated up a storm and can’t get it to go down. My belly looks like the pilsbury dough boy. I am worried that the temp has not dropped. It drops usually always on day 19. hmmmmmm. I am not for sure what is going on.
Day 19
So today is cd19 and my temp did not drop. I am not happy about this. It has to be dropping in the morning. I am really not happy. I have every sign but yet nothing is happening. I am frustrated. Here are my OPKs though. I know the picture is blurry but my camera on my phone I just found out last night is broke. I am sad that I have to get that fixed. They go from Left to right starting with cd 14 and they are 2 times a day in the morning and the night. If anyone has an opinion on this please let me know. You can definitely tell that there was a light line on the first 2 days and then the next were as dark as the control line. Then the last day and a half, it is really light again. Anyone who uses these, can you please give me your opinion, I need it desperately.
7 comments:
What days did you take the Clomid? Did the dr check the follicle size? I dont' know about others, but I O'd earlier on it (cd 14 or so rather than my regular cd21-23). I hope this is it for you, I know what you mean about the dreams and they're awful!!! Good luck and try to keep your head up (that advice is for both of us!!)
sorry about the brutal symptoms you are having. My Dr. told me not to use those cause I have PCOS. She says because ppl with PCOS have messed up hormones and chemicals that those sticks don't really work so well! Thats why I do ultrasound monitoring! My sticks, when I used them, would always come up starnge and never consistant! Maybe they don't work for you???
Hiya, ok...I got my +++OPK this morning...I so wish I could send you a picture of it. It looks like you are using the same brand I am. Your postive would be darker than the control line and b/c I am blind (not really) I can barely see the pic. This morning my opk was equal to the control line and then a 5 hours later is was darker. Soooo...is urs equal to or darker?? Also...sometimes your boobs hurt b/c the progesterone is raising in your body...like mine always hurt in the 2ww w/ or w/o BFP. This time ...they threw me off...my nips started to get sensative on saturday...and i totally thought I o'd then...but my OPKs say otherwise. Good luck!!! Oh and do you mean your temp goes down as in a pre O dip???
In my experience if there's a change in the darkness of the line, then that's the ovulation. Mine never ever got darker than the control line, even though that's what the instructions said they should do.
Is there any chance you Hyper stimulated your ovaries?! I know that symps of hyper stimulation can include, vomiting, bloating, etc. I would possibly suggest that to your doc and ask for an ultra sound! Good luck!
The ones on the left side are definitely positives..I dunno what days they are from. As far as the other things.. probably just clomid side effects. what dose of clomid are you on?
Hey girl. I am on CD 28 and I don't know where AF is. Don't even know if I o'd.
I'm never good at reading OPKs. I wish I could help!
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