Well it has been a while since I last blogged. Alot has happened around here. We went to Texas to see my family. It was great. It was relaxing and there was talk about maybe moving. I was in hog heaven yall. hehe, had to use the term. So I will blog later about that.
Today is a downer day. It is CD48 on what seems to be 10dpo. I am really not sure of that due to 2 drops in my temp this time. I don't know what is going on but I know that I POAS last night and BFN. I called this morning and the doctor wants me to start the provera to induce AF. That really upsets me. When I had my BFP I was ecstatic and the when I miscarried, I was devistated and one of the only things (of course my Lord and savior) that kept me going and getting up in the morning was listening to the doctor say, Jenni, you are doing great and at least now we know you can get pregnant. Hopefully this shock to your system will even out your hormones. Well it did for 2 months. I mean 28 day cycles were wonderful. It was nice to know when AF was visiting. Well here we are on that month 3 and I am having a 48 if not longer cycle. I am upset that I will have to take something to induce AF and feel like crud due to the hormone levels. Yet again, I am happy due to the fact that we will be able to cycle again.
This is my last cycle on clomid alone. We will go back to the RE in 2 months and see what the next steps are. By then, the new insurance will have kicked in and we can get moving.
In other news I found out that my step sister is pregnant with baby 4. She can't even take care of the 3 she has now. I mean DH and I went over for the weekend and there was hardly any food in the fridge and what was there, the kids were scared to eat saying, no, no, that is daddy's. I didn't give a flying rats behind, I fed them anyway and went to the store and bought snacks. lol. I am just like that. Well here we are off to baby 4. There is also a young lady at work that informed me that she is due in March. hmmmmmm I am thinking there is another out there close to me as we all know, these come in 3s. That now makes 7 that have said in one way or another (blog) that they are expecting. I have a hard time but I am so excited for those who have been waiting so long.
Just my provera blues kicking in. Yall take care now ya hear!
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A journey of a mother who loves life and the people close to her in it. It is a view of our journey thru a pregnancy loss and now trying to move on for another go at pregnancy with PCOS.
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- Jenni
- Gulf Coast, MS, United States
- Loving mother of 2 wonderful children and wife to a wonderful husband. We finally concieved after 13 years of on and off again trying. Follow along with our family
4 comments:
wow texas! i was wondering where you went! sorry that AF has to be induced. I really hope the RE has some better game plan for you when you return to him! wow 4th PG, that has to sting a little. There have been a lot of BFP's in blog land lately! maybe its a good sign for us all :)
Thanks so much for your kind comment on my blog.
SILs and pregnancy is a hard thing to deal with. If only pregnancy was meted out to those who have been trying and waiting for so long.
No worries. Everything is fine with me. Just not much to say! I will be posting tonight.. :) thanks for checking up though!
Sorry that you are feeling blues-y today. It sucks that they have to induce AF, but at least you'll be able to move on once she is here.
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