Monday, July 21, 2008

Like Sand thru the hour glass......

No clever title came to mind.... This is just an update...

Day 7

I am so glad that last night was the last dose of clomid. I have felt so bloated this week. If I eat just a little, then I feel like I ate the whole hog. I have such high hopes for this cycle and I am so scared that I am going to be let down… wait…. This is not the thinking that I want to have. I want to be positive. I don’t want to think of the negative. There is no reason to do that. I am having some left sided cramps. I am hoping that is what I think it is. The beginning. Hehe. I could so go for a day 10 ovulation at this point. I think that would be great. I won’t push it. Today is still early and this is only 1 week into the cycle. You know I just realize that for some reason, it always happens, I always cycle on Thursdays. My date for the last pregnancy went up every time on Thursdays. Hmmmm kinda odd I guess. So we are off. Clomid in, now time for step 2 bring on the Gauifenesin for EWCM wooo hooooooo.

DAY 8

Well today has been uneventful. I worked for the better part of the morning. The Clomid has done a world wind on my belly and I am bloated and crampy. The cramps are not O pains but better described as my insides are going to fall out. Dear hubby took me to dinner where he treated me to one of the best steaks ever at a local seafood place. My lord that was one huge steak. I don’t think many people can finish it. Lol. It was nice and romantic and made it a lot better and more relaxed for the evening that followed. 

DAY 9

I have never been the drinker in the family. Really I was the one that everyone in the family called to come and clean up the messes. Well not tonight. I am going to sit and have my pomegranate martinis and I am going to enjoy myself. I don’t know how there is anything to top last night but we will have to see how tonight goes. Just a simple night of ordering in pizza and a few drinks with the radio turned up to some good tunes. Woooo hooo momma finally let loose. Danny likes. Lol.

Day 10

Today we picked up the best 13 year old son anyone could ask for. Boy have we missed him. I mean here it is 4 weeks that he has been gone this summer and I feel like it was a year. He will be home for 1 week and then off to camp for a week and then it is back to school. ALREADY, I know. It is sad. I loved my summers when I was young and got 3 total months off. Oh well guess those hurricane days are figured in just right. Nothing happened today. I am feeling well and getting ready for the upcoming days. I will start the OPKs tomorrow. This will be the first time so lets home for the best.

Day 11

Today at work was hard. I had one lady, I almost had to fire and another get in trouble and then I had one quit. Hmmmmm I am going to pull my hair out. I am a little worn out from the lack of sleep but so far, I will make it. I have Bible study tonight and the casserole still have to be made. I am sure we will be fine. I have to do the OPK today after work. Results to follow.

3 comments:

Barb said...

Good luck to you. I remember how horrible clomid was.

alicia said...

did you use the OPK yet?? I Hope it is a positive soon! I am soo lucky to never have the CLomid bloating symptom! That would drive me crazy! Hang in there, I am hoping you will never have to use Clomid again!

Classy Educated SophistAKAted said...

Hey Jenni! I hope you remember me from our weekly comments. We took a break off, but I couldn't stay away. I want a baby TOO bad to try to break for long. So we are back on the train! I have to start back from scratch since my PCOS has messed up again. Ugh! I'm glad to see you are doing good, I am still very much praying for your BFP very soon. Take care and talk to you soon!
Kim