Time for Prayer

Today I will post the prayer for today.

Lord, I would like to take time to thank you for all you have done in my families life. You have made my life turn on a dime for the better and for that, I will never be able to thank you. You have brought me thru a time of despair and a loss of guidance. Not on your behalf but on mine. I should have known where to turn for reassurance and I chose to turn the opposite. I thank you for the loving man in my life. I know that even thru the hard times, you brought him to me for a reason and I am seeing that more and more every day. I thank you for our wonderful son. For he is the one that you sent to me to brighten my day. I am sure that I would be a basket case without your work shining thru him.

Lord I thank you for all of the readers that are lifting me and my family up in prayers. I pray for them as well Lord. I pray for the loss in their heart and I pray for blessings and miracle to flow within this circle. I know there are some out there Lord that are reaching up for you Lord and I pray that you will lean down and help them out of that pit of despair. I would ask you Lord to watch over each and everyone of them. Guide them and direct them in the way that you have for them. Lord see the light in their heart and let it shine for you. Although sometimes, we don't want to hear what you have to say Lord, I pray that we will still hear you just as you hear our every cry.

Lord, I pray for my health along with the many others praying for theirs as well. I pray for the miracle that will come, to be healthy and happy and to live a life of service for you. Your will be done Lord, in your time. I can only watch as the time goes by and the flowers bloom and take in your awesomeness. You are my God and for that I am in awe of you. You are the keeper of my soul and you are the one I long for. I hope I am as wonderful of a bride to you as any other. Again, I thank you for Life and understanding along with forgiveness and love. Nothing is the same without you.

Today has been one of those days that you sit here and ponder everything. I can remember a time when I had no idea when I was going to start and here I am with the date and eagerly anticipating that I won't. I mean, I don't want to start. I pray for the miracle that is within me to blossom and grow. I am claiming victory on this one. I am claiming his wonderful work.

I am in one of those moods of knowing that this day will come but wishing I had a God clock. You know what I mean. The Bible says that he will do it in his time. I am just fine with that but God also knows the woman he created in me and he knows that I need to know. lol. I need the clock that says okay, your earthly time equals this in God time. I would keep the clock close. I could then at least feel better. Even if the Lord says, Jennifer it will be another year before you are going to have a baby... well then I would enjoy the time. lol. I would be okay, if I just knew.

I have difficulty with that but I am working on it. Thank you so much for your words and actions. They mean the world to me.