Good morning to you all. uhhhhh Houston, we have an AF. Lots of cramping last night and then this morning, AF arrived. This is not normal for me. I have not been "normal" for about 3 years. I have had to medically induce an AF. this is actually good news for me. Although I was hoping for bigger things, this is not our month and for some reason, I am okay with that. this has to be the first time, I have been okay with it. I wanted to take a month off but I think I have it in me for just one more temping and blah, blah. There are several bloggers that I have been reading and looking at since I started blogging and it is funny how we are on within days of eachother. I will blog on them next time as I want to give them due credit.
This time is kind of a relief for me and I will break from the IF for just a bit. I haven't blogged about it before so here it goes...
On September 6, 2007 a major part of my heart was taken. My brother. You see he was a Cav Scout in the Army and was stationed in Mosul, Iraq. There is a long story about our family and I really don't think it is something I should post right now. I loved that kid and that is all that matters. He is so handsome. He was full of life. He was just like me and a little goofy to boot. He loved his job. He didn't agree with why we were there but he did his job and he did a damn good job of it. He died from an IED blast. The biggest IED found to date. Without all of the details, it was bad.
All of this being said, I miss him. Today we will leave and drive for 10 hours to a memorial where they are putting his name on a wall. I am sure that it is great and I am sure that I will be the proud sister but right now, I am not looking forward to this. There is bad weather and we are going to be in a truck for 10 hours. On top of the fact that I will be the one driving after working for 1/2 the day. Okay I am just being selfish now. It kind of helps me to get my mind off of it. Okay now it is sinking in that the AF came this morning. lol. I know now why I am so hormonal. lol.
Thank you all so much and have a great day.
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- Jenni
- Gulf Coast, MS, United States
- Loving mother of 2 wonderful children and wife to a wonderful husband. We finally concieved after 13 years of on and off again trying. Follow along with our family
2 comments:
I'm sorry AF showed for you. :( ((HUGS)). I've been praying for you and checking in on you. On the up side, at least you didn't have to induce her, you got a normal cycle! With PCOS, that's always a great thing. It's bittersweet. I'm so sorry about what happen to your brother. Today is going to be hard for you. I'm going to continue to keep you in my prayers.
Kim
I'm glad for you that you've had a normal cycle, even though it's never good news when AF arrives!
I'm very sorry for your loss of your brother. I hope that the memorial service honored him appropriately, and helped you as well.
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