Another month

So I was sitting here at work today and I noticed, I actually didn't know what day it was in my cycle. For those of you who don't count days or go on temperatures, you are probbaly sitting there thinging, what in the world is she talking about. For those of you that are reading and suffer from infertility, you know exactly what I mean.

Come on now, the links to your right are blogs that I read all of the time. I am checking in on you all alot. I like to keep up with you. I like to read the funnies and the not so funnies in your blogs. Alicia, I am in love with the shoes. The snake skins are the best. lol.

It took a minute for me to realize that it was okay for me not to know what day it was im my cycle as this was suppose to be the month that "I took off". After the miscarriage, I just didn't want to think about doing this all over again. I was tierd. I wanted to have sex with my husband and not worry about having to lay there for 30 minutes afterwards. I wanted to get up with him and have ice cream too. (he would have brought it if I asked though). I also wanted to be able to wake up in the morning and get out of bed and go to the shower. Not lay there and wait for that annoying beep. I just needed a vacation from it. I must admit that I did very well. I didn't count the days. I couldn't even tell you unless I looked at a calander (alright so I was talking about it too much..... d28) That is normal for me cause I have a 39 or so day cycle. lol.

I would just like to say to everyone out there that is trying for a baby and you are feeling a little out of sorts, Stop counting for 1 month if you can and take a vacation. It has been a great month. As I am sure you know.... I will be back at it ASAP. lol.